Some of you already know that I’m an hyper sensitive person (HPS) , but I never told anyone that I also suffer from Emetophobia (please google it when you don’t know what it is)
It’s really hard to live with it and I’m barely able to leave my apartment without fear. I felt quite good this week … until yesterday! I planned to go to the Christmas market with my next door neighbour and when she opened the door she told me that she couldn’t go, because she caught a vomit bug o.O Since I’ve heard that I feel very nauseous and my anxiety got worse again. I don’t know how to handle it! :(
Whenever I feel sick I also stop eating which makes me even weaker. I already evolved an eating disorder and it scares me! I don’t know how I should ever be able to live a normal life!
I know most of you don’t even care, but I had to get this off my chest!